The dogs think it is the kind of day we should just stay in bed. I understand their thoughts, but I have to do something constructive every day, so while I will join them for a nap, I am getting up for the morning.
Last night while in the tub I had this thought that maybe I would be the ONE person who would never walk again. Now don't comment about how i will walk, I know that and intellectually i know i will walk, but it just seems like there is no forward movement in all this. In my broken ankle group everyone else seems to be making progress and walking and driving. So once i had this thought, It became intrusive. I began to consider that John would divorce me for a girl with ankles. I thought that I would definitely get hand controls for my car and a knee walker. I decided the doctor just didn't tell me i will never walk cause he didn't want me to go insane.
Well almost time for Animal Cops.
1 comments:
Having a bad day, huh? Put those negative thoughts behind and get off your behind and do something! You'll walk again. Amy will nag you until you do:-) Count on it. And John wouldn't have much to 'work with' if he left you for another woman KWIM?!!! Like a high tenor...
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